Finally almost free from the political grasp, I just need to finish up a few reports and then they'll never hear from me again - just for a while though. If I could, I would definitely jet off right now. I don't know where to but preferably somewhere so faraway and enchanting, just some place away from my life.

I've begged my mum to let me board a cruise liner that's departing in March but she's been very skeptical about it. I mean I see no harm in it considering the fact that it's just a three-days trip AND that I'll be paying for it on my own terms. It's not like I'd elope or anything. She knows very well that I won't break the promise for an arranged marriage, it's for my own good after all.

I just really need to get away from it all.

10:17 PM | back to top

Finally almost free from the political grasp, I just need to finish up a few reports and then they'll never hear from me again - just for a while though. If I could, I would definitely jet off right now. I don't know where to but preferably somewhere so faraway and enchanting, just some place away from my life.

I've begged my mum to let me board a cruise liner that's departing in March but she's been very skeptical about it. I mean I see no harm in it considering the fact that it's just a three-days trip AND that I'll be paying for it on my own terms. It's not like I'd elope or anything. She knows very well that I won't break the promise for an arranged marriage, it's for my own good after all.

I just really need to get away from it all.

10:17 PM | back to top

Dearest Elison,
Life is truly exhausting, it is indeed. I want to stop time so badly it hurts. They keep on piling up their works onto me. It isn't fair, not fair at all. But what can I do? Nothing. Even if I could, no one would actually care.

People are too caught up with their own lives. Too arrogant to feel sorry for others. I need to get away from here, I need a vacation. Yes, that's what I'll exactly do. After all this is done, I should take a flight to wherever - if possible, somewhere faraway. Switch off all connections from my life and just be someone else.

And perhaps, fall in love.

3:45 PM | back to top

Dearest Elison,
Everyday I spent countless hours trying to figure out what life is to me, and honestly I'm so very lost in my never-ending cycle of thoughts. How is it that you were able to be sure of who you wanted to be when you were still so young and have not fully seen the world?

I look up to you, I do. You're everything that I am not. But sadly, I am everything that you lack. I guess that we need to compromise with each other. But surely, I'm still young with a lot of years ahead of me. Do I really need to figure out who I am now at this very moment?

Sincerely,
tired and broken.

10:47 AM | back to top

Dearest Elison,
At least you've tried your very best. Don't be too hard on yourselves. The fault was inevitable, it was bound to happen. Know that I'll still love you, all of you. Everybody knows you tried, everybody knows it's alright.

You're still young, life's still ahead. It's okay, a little hiccup won't ruin you, nor my feelings. Just don't give up, never ever give up; promise me please.

Slightly fallen,
the girl who wishes.

11:24 PM | back to top

Finally almost free from the political grasp, I just need to finish up a few reports and then they'll never hear from me again - just for a while though. If I could, I would definitely jet off right now. I don't know where to but preferably somewhere so faraway and enchanting, just some place away from my life.

I've begged my mum to let me board a cruise liner that's departing in March but she's been very skeptical about it. I mean I see no harm in it considering the fact that it's just a three-days trip AND that I'll be paying for it on my own terms. It's not like I'd elope or anything. She knows very well that I won't break the promise for an arranged marriage, it's for my own good after all.

I just really need to get away from it all.

10:17 PM | back to top

Finally almost free from the political grasp, I just need to finish up a few reports and then they'll never hear from me again - just for a while though. If I could, I would definitely jet off right now. I don't know where to but preferably somewhere so faraway and enchanting, just some place away from my life.

I've begged my mum to let me board a cruise liner that's departing in March but she's been very skeptical about it. I mean I see no harm in it considering the fact that it's just a three-days trip AND that I'll be paying for it on my own terms. It's not like I'd elope or anything. She knows very well that I won't break the promise for an arranged marriage, it's for my own good after all.

I just really need to get away from it all.

10:17 PM | back to top

Dearest Elison,
Life is truly exhausting, it is indeed. I want to stop time so badly it hurts. They keep on piling up their works onto me. It isn't fair, not fair at all. But what can I do? Nothing. Even if I could, no one would actually care.

People are too caught up with their own lives. Too arrogant to feel sorry for others. I need to get away from here, I need a vacation. Yes, that's what I'll exactly do. After all this is done, I should take a flight to wherever - if possible, somewhere faraway. Switch off all connections from my life and just be someone else.

And perhaps, fall in love.

3:45 PM | back to top

Dearest Elison,
Everyday I spent countless hours trying to figure out what life is to me, and honestly I'm so very lost in my never-ending cycle of thoughts. How is it that you were able to be sure of who you wanted to be when you were still so young and have not fully seen the world?

I look up to you, I do. You're everything that I am not. But sadly, I am everything that you lack. I guess that we need to compromise with each other. But surely, I'm still young with a lot of years ahead of me. Do I really need to figure out who I am now at this very moment?

Sincerely,
tired and broken.

10:47 AM | back to top

Dearest Elison,
At least you've tried your very best. Don't be too hard on yourselves. The fault was inevitable, it was bound to happen. Know that I'll still love you, all of you. Everybody knows you tried, everybody knows it's alright.

You're still young, life's still ahead. It's okay, a little hiccup won't ruin you, nor my feelings. Just don't give up, never ever give up; promise me please.

Slightly fallen,
the girl who wishes.

11:24 PM | back to top